LocaKitty (locakitty) wrote,

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I'm not dead

Thanks for all the calls and texts today. I didn't want anyone to worry, that's why I only told April what was going on (I have her listed as my local emergency contact, so I didn't want her to get any surprise phone calls from a hospital or whatever, you know, like they didn't read the fucking chart and slipped me some penicillin or something) so that none of you would worry.

I have this weird thing in my throat and it's making it very difficult to swallow and it's fairly painful to swallow and kind of radiates out into my chest and back.


So, I started the day at work for five minutes before leaving to go to the urgent care clinic where I stayed for about 5 hours and then was sent from there ($220 lighter) to the ER where I guess I should have just gone in the first place (for $905). yeah.

They don't know what's wrong. I'm hoping whatever it is will clear up by the weekend. On its own.

I'm going to take sleeping pills and get some rest tonight. I didn't sleep very well last night, so I was exhausted this morning and in pain which led me to come close to tears at work when I asked where the urgent care clinic was which in turn scared the guys I work with because I don't cry (at least I never have in front of them) because I'm all tough and shit which in turn made them take me very seriously and offered to drive me and all kinds of shit.


So, in conclusion, I'm alive, I'm fine. It hurts to swallow. There may be a scratch on my throat that is causing the pain. They just don't know. I'm going to be eating a lot of lemon eegee's over the next few days, that much is for fucking sure.

p.s. my check is ready at the title company. the guy wasn't a total loser dickhead (even though he tried to pawn off those backfees to the HOA on me) and he signed the check over. Good thing, I really need the money now.

p.p.s. i'm really glad you're all my buds, thanks for calling and texting and visiting. you guys rawk.

p.p.p.s. apparently BR's girlfriend thinks i'm nice and wants to be all inviting me to family functions and what not. *sigh* WHY WON'T PEOPLE SEE THE TRUE BITCH INSIDE OF ME?!?!?

p.p.p.p.s. Nothing, just wanted to go that far. :)

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