That was drunken talk and while I was upset. I was also, I guess for lack of a better word, cleansed. Now I know and I can move on, since hanging around really isn't going to get me anywhere. Not to say that I won't make some effort to see him, but I'm also not going to rearrange my life to see him. If that makes sense.
Anyways, busy day ahead of me. Need to go help the kids get a large order out this morning and then clean the office. Then come home, relax, watch some internet and then out this evening for cocktails with B&L and a special guest. Yay!