LocaKitty (locakitty) wrote,
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Never has K. D. Lang made more sense than NOW

ARRRRGGGHHH!!!

It's been a day and a half since I had a cigarette
I am dying
Slowly
Not from smoking
From not smoking
So tired
So sleepy
So ready to throttle my boss (this is a daily occurence though, but it only took ten minutes instead of the usual 3 hours it takes to get me to that level)
Not hungry really
Just wanting to go stand outside in the shade and "relax"
Don't want to smell anymore though
Don't want to be out of breath walking up stairs to see Bobbie in her office
Afraid to see any family that smokes in case I have desire again
Bobbie has quit too
May go for walk today
Was pissed at her yesterday for being on cell phone during entire car ride home
Don't really care anymore
Want to crawl into bed
With a big Marlboro
:)

In other news, WOOOOOOOOOOOO 4/20 WOOOOOOOOOOOOO WEED FOREVER MAN!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *cough hack* RIGHTEOUS! AWESOME! SPARK 'EM IF YOU GOT 'EM!!!!!

:)
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